Heart

There was a song that i use to listen to. The words of it go "The heart of the matter is a matter of the heart." It is amazing we can treat the mind for everything, but if the issue is the heart then what do you do? Valentines day is coming up. Of all the days of the year this is the worst for so many reasons. This year especially. In the end i guess it is true "The heart of the matter is a matter of the heart."

This is for all the lost loves, the cried tears, and the fallen stars. I know you are out there....Hear me....

Does anyone Believe

I use to believe in fairytales? Maybe silly but does any still think that fairytale love is still alive today. Have we forgotten to imagine and believe. I think the greatest tragedy of all is to forget to dream.

Morn

Well i have been traveling this week. I have to go to two differnt cities the next two days. Really not looking forward to it. I wonder.....Two great words, i wish more people wondered. Where did we lose the magic of it all...

Calling all Angels

I need a sign to let me know you’re here
All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere
I need to know that things are gonna look up
‘Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup
When there is no
place safe and no safe place to put my head
When you feel the world shake from the words that are said
I need a
sign to let me know you’re here
‘Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear
I want a reason for the way things have to be
I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me
And I’m
calling all angelsI’m calling all you angels - Train

Well the last couple of weeks have been interesting. I am doing much much better, yet my heart still betrays me. Deep down inside i am falling again, though i know that i am just going to get hurt again. It is interesting how that works, the mind and heart. Anyway, I hope that this finds you all well and that you are doing great. Sometimes we are asking the wrong question, even though the answer is sitting right in front of us. Peace out.

In some ways i think this song fits me very well.

You know a dream is like a river, ever changing as it flows.
And a dreamer's just a vessel that must follow where it goes.
Trying to learn from what's behind you and never knowing what's in store
makes each day a constant battle just to stay between the shores.
And I will sail my vessel 'til the river runs dry.Like a bird upon the wind, these waters are my sky.
I'll never reach my destination if I never try,
So I will sail my vessel 'til the river runs dry.
Too many times we stand aside and let the water slip away.
To what we put off 'til tomorrow has now become today.
So don't you sit upon the shore and say you're satisfied.
Choose to chance the rapids and dare to dance the tides.
-Garth Brooks



This is were i work by the way, just a normal day at the office.

"Success is getting what you want. Happiness is liking what you get."

- Anonymous

Strange Weekend

So i don't have to work today but my friend called and woke me up at like 5ish this morning. So i am just going to go work out. But a really strange weekend. I reconnected with two lost friends this weekend. One i haven't seen in 6 years the other one 10 years. It was crazy...Every day is better and better...we are learning, we are changing, we are growing. This is our life, this is who we are...

Hope you enjoy this

TGIF

I have to come to work early every morning. But sometimes i get to see something very special. This morning the moon was almost full, It was a beautiful site. And then i am beginning to see sunrise. So against the darkness of the night is that bright white moon and on the other side is show of bright reds, yellows, purples etc. that is the sunrise. It is one of those moments were you just go WOW.

I hope that this finds you all well.

"To Where you are"
Josh Groban

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be

That you are my
Forever love
And you are watching over me
From up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me
Everyday

'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me
From up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on
And never leave

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Great Words

We are one - Lion King

As you go through life you'll see
There is so much that we
Don't understand

And the only thing we know
Is things don't always go
The way we planned

But you'll see every day
That we'll never turn away
When it seems all your dreams come undone

We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more than we are
We are one

If there's so much I must be
Can I still just be me
The way I am?

Can I trust in my own heart
Or am I just one part
Of some big plan?

Even those who are gone
Are with us as we go on
Your journey has only begun

Tears of pain, tears of joy
One thing nothing can destroy
Is our pride, deep inside
We are one

We are one, you and I
We are like the earth and sky
One family under the sun

All the wisdom to lead
All the courage that you need
You will find when you see
We are one

Yeah i get to fly in a jet today. Should be fun. This is the second time in the last two months that i have gotten to take the jet out. I fly in for like a 45 minute meeting and fly back. Crazy but fun.

"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy."-

Martin Luther King, Jr.

"Isn't faith beliving in power you can't see"

Groban

"It is the mind that maketh good or ill, that maketh wretch or happy, rich or poor."

- Edmund Spenser

"Those who dare to fail miserably can achieve greatly."-

Robert F. Kennedy

Yeah

Well it is another day....Almost...Going to be a busy one, but you know each day is a step toward to the future. Each day is getting better. I feel more my self. so i was dancing to this video tonight. Hope you like it. really like the back beats. So i really like to dance though i can't. But you know it is a blast....so do this dance the night away.
Why not in the streets????Peace out....

Time

"You will never "find" time for anything. If you want time you must make it."- Charles Buxton

Had a really good weekend, other than insomnia one night, but still a really great weekend. Every week is a step in the right direction. Hope everyone is doing well.

National Champs

Ok so a little change in direction. But Congrats to UT on the National Championship. It was an exciting game all the way to the end. The Tower all in orange looked very cool this morning.

"Peter How do we get to neverland" -Wendy

"Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall."- Confucius

Back Again

Well i am back from my adventures in New York. It was one of those trips that i was glad i went, but so happy to be home. Got to see the ball drop in Time Square it was very cool. Over all the trip was very trying, but i am glad i went and had a great time. I have a lot of respect for anyone that can live in New York. Just not my cup of tea i guess.

For some reason have this song stuck in my head...