"To hurt someone you know will forgive you is the unkindiest thing of all. "- Robert Brault

Hope you enjoy this video, my friend showed it to me. I bet you this makes it to the USA.

It is our choices that show what we truly are far more than our abilities.
Professor Dumbledore

I have used this qoute before, but just felt like it applied today as does the song above...

"that was the first thing I had to learn about her, and maybe the hardest I've ever learned about anything--that she is her own, and what she gives me is of her choosing, and the more precious because of it. Sometimes a butterfly will come to sit in your open palm, but if you close your hand, one way or the other, it--and its choice to be there--are gone." - Barbara Hambly

A gift was presented, a gift of unconditional love, yet you never saw it. No matter how hard it was, being told your a lier, your have to character, your a bad person, your cocky, your fat, your stupid, i still stood beside you, with the hope that i could help to open up your heart. I think the greatess sadness of all is that you run from what you are and yet you blame everyone else but yourself. You will never be happy until you learn to accept yourself.

"It isn't what you have, or who you are, or where you are, or what you are doing that makes you happy or unhappy. It is what you think about."- Dale Carnegie

It's not too late... the angel said.
Even though the world's a mess...
Even though you're not as young...
Even though you've made mistakes and have been afraid
It's not too late...
And then I saw the world through the angels' eyes...
I saw the colors I could paint
The bridges I could build
The lives that I could touch
The dreams that could still come true
And it became very clear to me...
That it's not too late.

Ron Atchison

I think that the words above are very true it is never too late. To my Angel.

"Change your thoughts and you change your world."- Norman Vincent Peale

This has been an interesting weekend. I don't know really how to say it. I have been thinking a lot lately about a lot of things. I told dragon that i was going to start going back to my old church. It really upset this person and they yelled fine do what you want. But you know in my heart i know it is the right thing. I think the hardest thing about life is that from time to time you do have to chose and that choice sometimes means letting go. The test begins now, did i really matter, can you let go so easily dragon. I always told you that i believed deep down inside you kept your heart locked away. I know you don't understand. But I don't want you out of my life, I just want you to walk beside me as my friend.

This weeked for the first time i pulled out my shield of faith, inscribed on the back is the qoute below. i find comfront in it....

"Be strong and courageous. do not be terrified; do not be discouraged for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go" - Joshua 1:9b

So here is a song that i hope you enjoy

What to do when the heart is torn in two. One telling you to fall, the other telling you to lead. Yet knowing what ever choice you make you risk it all....To the Angel and the Dragon....

"Though we can’t always see it at the time,
if we look upon events with some perspective,
we see things always happen for our best interests.
We are always being guided in a way
better than we know ourselves.”

Swami Satchidananda

Perhaps all the dragons in our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us act, just once, with beauty and courage. Perhaps everything that frightens us is, in its deepest essence, something helpless that wants our love.

Rainer Maria Rilke

Perhaps all the dragons in our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us act, just once, with beauty and courage. Perhaps everything that frightens us is, in its deepest essence, something helpless that wants our love.

Rainer Maria Rilke

Time is too slow for those who wait,
too swift for those who fear,
too long for those who grieve,
too short for those who rejoice,
but for those who love,
time is eternity.

Henry Van Dyke

Sometimes what we find and what we seek are two different things. Even the piece of coal will one day be the sparkling diamond. Never forget that.....And to my Angel...oh how we danced...

This goes out to my Angel...life is so funny isn't it. And who knows perhaps we will dance in the stars.

"If you cannot be a poet, be the poem."

David Carradine

Calling all Angels

I don't really like the video but the song is really what I like. I just think it is very appropriate. When i was younger i use to have a nightmare of running through the woods and I would come to a cliff. It was nighttime and it seemed like i could reach up and touch the stars. But they were always just out of reach. Then i remember feeling very cold and very alone.

This is a call out to all the Angels. Those whose wings have been clipped, broken and battered. One day we will all remember how to fly.....

"The day will come when, after harnessing space, the winds, the tides and gravitation, we shall harness for God the energies of love. And on that day, for the second time in the history of the world, we shall have discovered fire."

Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

"This is the beginning of a new day. You have been given this day to use as you will. You can waste it or use it for good. What you do today is important because you are exchanging a day of your life for it. When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever; in its place is something that you have left behind...let it be something good." - unknown